Right I will set the scene, I have been playing Poker now for about 2 years, I started because I was going on Holiday to Vegas, and well if you"re going to Vegas you have to play Poker don"t you?
So I have read books, subscribe to mags, and like most APAT members ( well the ones on this forum) take the game fairly seriously and am always trying to improve my game. I must be doing something right as I haven"t had to re load any of my poker accounts for about 12 months, and am even in profit in all APAT on line and live tournaments. I play APAT tourneys and some sit and gos but mainly play cash, 25c/50c mainly, and as I have said am a winning player, all be it in a small way.
So after a tough day at work, and umpiring an Under 18 cricket match last night, I came in and decided to boot up the lap top for my fix, cos lets face it we are addicted!
So I select a 6 handed cash table, deposit my standard amount, and proceed to play like Kermit the Frog! How does this happen, you sit down, you think you are in a normal frame of mind, and before you know it you are donating your stack to any body with a half decent hand. It all started with an outrageous bluff/steal on the button, which in my wisdom continued all the way to the river. As I re loaded I made a mental note to "Get my Head on" and play properly only to find myself limping out of position, chasing long shot flushes, and gut shot straights! What is going on? As I re load again all the players at the table can actually see me sprouting fins, and can"t wait for me to enter yet another pot! Then finally in the big blind I pick up aces, and think this is my chance to get some of my cash back, they all fold round to me, aaaaaah.
I hang on for a few more minutes, and eventually something sinks in to my brain and forces me to log off, I know I should have done this an hour ago, I was actually saying to myself " Get out of here" but didn"t do it.
So after donating about 20% of my bank roll in just over an hour, I go to bed, thinking "How did that happen?", "Why did I play like Kermit?" "Why did everything you know just fly out of the window?"
This was so unlike me, I usually build my bank roll slowly, create a table image and then try and get aggressive.
Anybody got any answers, has this happened to any one else?