ive made a formal decision, i have given up with online poker. it was one hand that makes me sick. i was playing in a 50c/1$ 6 seater cash game on full tilt, been doing well(up $5 at this point) and a new player came on the table, they posted and the cards were dealt, this player was utg and called the bb,folded to me on the button with kc kd, made a obvious raise to $5, the blinds folded and said player called, the flop came
, said player checked, i raised to $10, the player raised all in(had me covered), i went to the tank but called, they had
. i was dancing around the room even when the :
: but i threw my laptop when the js came and he made his flush. i watched the table for a minute to see the reactions which was like "sick" and "wow" and then the bugger rat-holed and took my money. i cant believe how unlucky i was, its knocked me for six, why does it happen to me? it seems like i cant win anything. wednesday night i was playing in a live tourney and was knocked out by a two outer. i had qd kh and i called a raise on the big blind and playing a flop heads up, the flop was qh
, i checked to trap him and he fell in the trap and he pushed all in, i insta-called and realised he had me covered in chips, he had
the turn was a blank but the river was a
and i was off to play in the cash game and lose more money(queens vs king-jack and kj made a boat jacks full). anyway off to read some poker books and study and refresh my brain for tomorrow evening.