Sigh.
OK, I just got back from the casino, didn"t go so well and I played like an idiot. To be honest I did not even feel like going tonight but went anyway.
One of my first hands I get it all in wth pocket jacks and lose to AQ. So lose a buyin. I then manage to get it back when I get an overpair to a 7 high flop and his straight draw misses. So then I was slightly up. So then I decide it is time to give these live donks a lesson in poker and show then how they do not belong on the same table as me. Sure enough next hand, along comes J-10. OK I think I will just outplay the table here. I call a raise and the flop comes down 2-2-J. Oh good. The original raiser makes a pot sized bet, somewhere in my barin and alrm bell rings but I turn it off, I am going to out play him. I make a raise and he calls. the turn is something that does not change anything and he shoves I call, he has QQ. That hand costs me over £100. I end up £167 down, There was no excuse to be down at all in that game.
I am pretty disappointed with myself but probably not as much as I should be. Driving back, I was unhappy but my confidence is just about still there. I am not sure why, as I have not been playing well at all since about mid November and if it continues, at some time I think I have to accept I am probably not the player I currently think I am, although those thoughts are starting to enter my head, I am not prepared to accept it yet. From about May to November last year I was playing good poker, I must still know how. The worrying thing for me is that I am all too often doing the wrong thing when I know it is wrong, but doing it anyway. I can"t go and post on a forum about how to stop doing this as it is very simple, you should just be making the right move. I know this, I just keep not doing it.
Cash
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Live Poker = +£101 (2 sessions)
Online poker = -£56.42
Tournaments
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Live Tournaments = -£125 (2 Tournaments)
Online Tournaments = +£13 (5 Tournaments)
Overall = -£67.42