Wow Des. First off, apologies as 53 is no age at all. This must have been one great guy, firstly looking at his off spring and secondly the fact that your looking for someone who is no longer with you. This was quite soon after and you sound as if you may have been a little delerious for whatever reason. I know exactactly where you are coming from and the memory/experience is as real as any other. God Bless.
You starting this blog is phenominal. and I as many others look forward to it"s continuation.
Life doesn"t always run as we would like, however they are all experiences. Your Ex and Your children along with Sian, daughter and your newly expected arrival are all in the mix. These ingredients make for one hell of a future, which will be very fullfilling and happy.
You are a one off true gentleman and I am very pleased to have crossed paths with You on this very short journey known as life, and I, Leann and all the gang wish you the very best Des.
Paul Mac. Xxx