The APAT games are fun mate, but they won"t change your life. If the online thing has the potential to offer you financial independence you"d be daft to pass up that opportunity just to play in an APAT game which, fun as they are, is essentially just a £75 freeze-out. There"s other national events anyway. We still have the Welsh, Irish and Scotish events to come and if you really really reeeealy want to play in the English ones, there"s always next year. If words can"t describe how badly you want to play, then surely you won"t mind waiting till next season?